Things are starting to get better by the days. i guess time really does heal things that hurt. It kind of made me think today, how is it i was able to let go of it? I really wonder. It is that my feelings for her arent real? which is why i was able to feel better in after this period of time. Or was it that i managed to make myself determined enough to become just a friend and so long as she is happy. I just hope that my feelings that i have these few days are real and not just caused by some other stuff

Thinking back at my first relationship, it also didnt took me that long to feel normal. Roughly a week or so or maybe even less until i didn't feel a thing about it anymore, but whenever i do certain things i am still reminded of her, but i can feel that i have let go of it, but maybe the situation was different so i was able to let go faster, after all i saw her cheating on me.

i wonder sometimes, when i say something and i may not fully feel it, or acting normal when i am not at that point of time, how will others think. I know that in time it will be alright and everything will be back to normal, so i replied ok or alright, but definately at the point of question it may not be so, so does it make me a hypocrite? or am i just being nice as i dont wan to offend anybody or make someone hate me?

I just really hope that we will still be able to stay as foodie buddies and friends despite all these obstacles. If we really do, our friendship i guess can be said to be impossible to break anymore. Should you one day decide to leave its perfectly ok if your husband/boyfriend wants it to be so, i guess i will be sad but if u are able to find your happiness then, i should be happy for you and give you my best wishes (: Winnie the Pooh no.11 and 13 yo! :D

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If u ever somehow know of this and read it, please don't cry, your pretty face requires laughter not sadness.

Ciao

TF