its been so long since i written, suddenly felt like i should pen down some feeling so that hopefully i will feel better after writing. I guess its call writing therapy?
It was valentines day yesterday, but just like any other year, i was without a date and it was alright, like seriously, but somehow, it just seems so much lonely than before. Its like even more lonely that after i broke up which is kind of odd. I really don't know how to explain it, but there is just this odd feeling inside. Maybe its cause i've met her within the last year? Could be. Or maybe its just a normal mood swing i have once in a while, where i feel so weird and all my emotions in me just go haywire. Jealousy? Boredom? Loneliness? hard to pinpoint to anyone of them. Its just me i guess, weird me acting up again.
Hopefully after writing everything out, i'll bury all these weird feelings deep inside this blog of "forgotten memories", though i never really did forget much actually.
Oh well! Time to go relax and enjoy the night i guess

Ciaossu~
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