xiao tian tian =)

8:06 PM

Monday, January 03, 2011

Day 14 without you as my darling.. (3.1.11)

its 2 weeks le..

but to say the truth..

these 2 weeks there were ups and downs in my mind..

and the times we went out tgt were really dam nice.

so nice tt i cant believe it....

i really wish to freeze time sometime..

jus hope these images can stay with me for eternity. =D

today i woke up at 8 plus dunno for wat also..

jus cant continue to lai and fall aslp le..

so jus woke up lo =D..

played the piano.. eat my 1 piece bread breakfast..

den watched next stop.. exciting sia..

and so sadddddd ):):

after 1 episode..

i went out to the post office to get my stuff sent ^^

hope u get them soon k..

i tot will take quiet long.. end up quiet fast..

got home with lunch at 12+

from 12+ to 6... didn do much.. took a nap..

which wasnt very good..

had bad dreams. ):):

den continue to watch my next stop..

i think now on the next stop.. will only make me cry

i dunno why.. many scene like very touching

i jus eyes wet wet le.. den sometimes got water roll down.

den got 1 episode my sis sit beside me watch.. i dare not drop water sia..

scared she ask why....

i remeber got 1 scene.. they taking photo before he go surgery..

the uncle said smth.. den i cry le... ):

''photography is magic tt can make a momeny into an eternity''

tt sentence i kind of rmb..

it made me think when was the last time we took a photo ):

i really miss those day where we jus went out..

walk some place we never did b4.. and took photos..

all the happy moment..

lucky we did have some..

so i can still look back at them when im lonely.. (:

there was another scene.. after they slept de..

den both naked lie there..

the mu cheng said smth like..

'' love is like monopoly... there is chance and fate.''

'' its a 50:50% thing''

''getting to know and date u is 50% chance..''

''the rest is up to fate to get 100%''

smth like tt.. though my tranlation sucks.. haha

i dunno why.. cry sia..

this small small thing also cry.. OMG

i feel sooo nooooob... ):

den got another scene.. they meet after 6 years le..

den the guang xi praise her..

say she smile tt time very nice..

i rmb saying tt to u also.. =d

i cry sia...

remembering ur smile...

sorry zhi..

i dunno why i so emotional today..

there is so much in my heart i wanna say..

but i will nv voice it out..

cos i dun wanna give u anymore bad memories..

or sad ones le.

i only wan u to have happy ones about me (:

this will be a locked box inside me =D..

zhi.. i miss you sooo sooo much..

sorry to get all emotional and stuff again..

but for the 1st time i cant control it..

and feel so worse..

even worse when i said those words tt time..

im sorry zhi..):

rest well k..

when u read this it might be very late at night le..

get some good rest...

and rmb to protect ur leg like how i told u too

it should feel better and not tt pain and irritating le..

text me when u back home safe and sound k..

night nights and sweet dreams...

^^ (:(: ^^