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11:58 AM

Saturday, January 01, 2011

Day 12 without you as my darling.. (1.1.11)

wooo nice date..

1.1.11

guess since there is 4 ones..

every moment someone is thinking of me..

hehe..

but i guess it wun be u bah (:

somehow today is the first time

i cant get enuf slp sia.. yet i cannot fall aslp..

i slpt at 3am last night.. and woke up at 8am..

tot can at last slp till 10am. den shiok shoik 7 hours..

end up cannot fall aslp and wake up..

lets see..

morning wake up eat lor mee!!

wooo

my parent went for morning walk and to the market..

nice breakfast!..

after tt time to do house work le..

need prepare for CNY

so better start cleaning some stuff..

changed the living room curtains and clean the living room windows..

now its sparkling clean lo

very clear without any stains..

hopefully can last till CNY

took the whole morning doing tt..

cos need take down curtain and put up a new set..

quiet ma fan..

lets see...

check list to clean!

1) my room window.

2) dinning room window

3) study room window

4) piano

5) tv console

6) living room glass door

7) OMG

there is so much left to do!!

ahhhh

dunno if can finish even if i do one every week lo..

better chiong soon

dun wanna let my mama do...

she doesnt seem to be too well these few days lo

kind of worried tt the small one will give her problems..

hope my bro and da sao will take leave to help out too. (:

after doing the chores..

i went out to prepare for zhikai yanshuang and kunyun bday le

jan 3 and 4 peeps..

end up i rotted literally..

i went early..

but they say dun need so early le.

so i went to some person house to rot for awhile..

and help carry the stuff over when they were ready..

took the train over to marina..

wahh i tell u

its dam -.-

the train conductor also dunno saying wat..

we got stuck at city hall

den suddenly *ding dong*

*blah blah blahs*

dun understand

wait for 15min

reach raffles place..

stuck agian...

den he blah blah again

waste time sia

end up from city hall to marina... took like 20+ min

after reaching marina..

waste time agian..

the bloody shuttle bus..

took like sooooooo long to reach lo..

wasted so much time..

almost didnt make it in time to prepare the place

haha..

when we reach there still raining sia

end up settle at a corner under shelter..

but to be frank we set up the place quiet nice.

im quiet impressed at how she managed to think of such stuff..

haha..

spend the rest of the day at barrage..

playing games.. eating and talking crap..

hehe..

zhi zhi

we should go marina barrage at night someday..

the night view is realllly dam nice.

so unlike the day view we saw...

espcially so many ppl flying kites lo..

den the sky got a lot a lot of lights..

den u can see mbs and sg flyer de lighting..

the view is really..

niceee!!

too bad it was cloudy so cannot see star star..

we should go there some day..

some day... (:

after tt.. we made our way home from marina..

took quiet long for me to reach home though..

i slp most of the distance away.. haha

reached home bathe and manage to call u

for yi xia xia (:

well.. now is already no longer 1.1.11 le..

nobody misses me now.. ):

well..

imma go orh orh le.. late late liao..

night nights..

hmmm how about thought of the day..!

dun scroll down if u dun wanna read (:

its very saddening de.. trust me..

today on the way home from the lrt to house

took a slow and long walk..

as usual.. once the night comes..

my brain cells auto activited.

kind of saddening though

i kind of recall the past during the walk.

from the day we started out..

the very first date..

all the way to the day it ended..

all the memories..

all the anger and stuff..

and the things ive done wrong.

many other random thought came.. though briefly..

i rmb the day b4 i enlist...

we had ajisan..

it was really i very sudden meeting though

i nv got u anything.

u jus ask me if we can meet..

i also rmb ttt u gave me tt book few days before

so tt there is smth to read..

im sorry tt i didnt update it though i said many times i would

guess i didnt really put in much effort tt time..

i rmb crying tt day

but i guess u didnt see

cos im too good to hide..

u see me sad sad and tried to console me.

i rmb those words u say

though may not be the exact.. but roughly like tt..

''dun worry la.. i will wait for u (: ''

with a smile..

at tt time..

i really felt like.....

bursting in tears..

i was really touched....

and with those words.

i confidently entered NS without worrying too much..

from bmt to sispec.. to where am i now

i never really did worry much till the last portion of the whole journey

these words keep ringing in my head..

it was really smth tt motivated me thru the tough times..

ur smile..

ur hand..

ur laugher..

everything about you...

but now.

im not really sure

i guess ive lost my motivation le..

lucky for the break.

i was able to sort of pick myself up slgihtly..

and at least not let my men see me like tt..

i dun really know how im going to survive the last 1 year 2 months..

i really hope smth will drop from the sky and tell me

COME ON TF! and motivate me.. (:

but i guess from here on..

i need to be really self motivated to be able to lead my men

need to find a new source i guess (:

well.. tts the end of the thought of the day i guess..

haha..

continue tml!

i shall try to recollect every moment we have tgt. (: