dear!!
im gonna book in soon le..
another 30min + den nid leave house le
so sad..
this week quiet good lar..
manage to spend quiet some time with u
though got good and bad times
got happy moments
got sad and emo moments..
but at least spend a lot more time with darling
tt more than enuf le
^^
haizz
i feel so confused now
dunno whether to let u go stay
or not..
i know the feeling of having to travel
to and fro jus cos cannot stay
i know its very sian and
very ma fan also
cos cannot stay till too late
u might really need the extra study time to help u
in ur studies and exams
and he is the only guy tt can help..
its like u need it badly lo
but i dun like it
i really dun like it u staying over..
though i promised myself to nv let u stay
i guess im gonna break my promise soon
darling
can u tell me why
why i keep allowing u to go even though i dun like
why i know i wil feel sad after tt yet i allow u to..
i scared i send wrong msg to u also
keep letting u go
as if i dun really care like tt..
like u are not significant in my heart or smth like tt
but in my heart
it really matters a lot lar..
u say u wun go..
but i know u really want to..
cos of the trouble if dun stay..
i wan u to have an easy life..
not to suffer..
how?!? ):
im raelly at a lost now..
lost at wat to do ):
next week going to be busy week for me
dun think can spend as much time with darling
as before for the last week
hopefully still can draw out some time lo
den darling wun feel so lonely
ok lar.. u wun be lonely lar
more like i wun think too much
as long as can talk to u everday
its ok le bah..
^^
today listen to
li jiu zhe
xiang tai duo
the lyrics very meaningful sia
its like telling my story and how we feel
i really hope it wun be like the song lo
its starting to be very similar le..
hope jay de an jing wun be needed
(:
today post short short bah
need to go off soon le..
need start packing
still need think
den at night give darling answer..
i go off le
bye darling
wo ai ni..
i love you ^^
do blog everyday k
so i can read.. (:
MUACKS
