darling..
im going to book in le
so sad ):
need to wait another few more days den can see u
lucky this week got haji
can wednesday see u le
hopefully u will be in singapore on tt day lo
(:
i miss u soooooooooooo much
its now jus soo much
is sooooooooooooooo much ^^
dear..
i have been enlighten by my mama le
she told me quiet a lot of stuff
i think im jus going let things be
let all the jealousy away
at least i will feel better
and i wun give u so much stress as well
u wun feel so irritatated by me also
i wun give u so much trouble and stuff
so long as u are transparent abotu u and him
dun hide anything from me
i guess it will be ok lar..
and nothing big going to happen again
i guess all the jealousy will be gone bah
but if he does smth big again..
i dunno wat i will do lo.
i hope tt he will realise his limits bah
though i find it bad to say it out lar..
but hopefully he will understnad le..
i suppose if i were in his shoes..
i wun do stuff like he does lar..
haha
hopefully these 2 days will pass fast
he send u home yesterday
i guess sooner or later he will go pick u up
at ur house lar..
its jus a matter of time..
den maybe holiday he will frequent msia to find u bah
hopefully tts all jus false imagination
and im jus reading too much into it.. (:
i hope u will have some self control bah..
like know when to reject his hao yi
cos at times i think he is going too much le
doing stuff a bit overboard..
i know u find it hard to reject also
but there are times
that if u dun reject
u will find it harder to next time
when a more serious thing appear..
tts my advice to u bah ^^
hopefully u know wat u are doing
dear sorry that i keep setting double standards
i nv knew until i read ur blog..
im raelly sorry
i will try to be consistant next time k..
if at any point i DS again
please tell me
all i wan is make ur life easier and happier
not sadder and harder
tell me if i do anything tt make u dam sad k
i wun repeat it again.. (:
i love u so much dear
muacks
dear.. im going to leave hse le
else i cannot make it in time
call u when i in camp k
hopefully u will blog everyday
den i can read bah
jiayou mugging for exam k..
im always behind u
anything text me k..
i get back to u assap...
love you dear..
i leave le..
muack
JIAYOU!!