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Darling, I messed with your blog.
I think you will be shocked to see that your home page is changed.
Hope you like it, if you don't, I can change it back
Don't worry
And darling, your blog is so outdated
You shoud update le lah~

Darling, I missed you so much. Come back soon...

♥ Me =)

10:21 PM

Friday, October 22, 2010

wo de darling!

im back from camp!!...

hahahhaa

finally book out lo.

but the feeling very sucky sia

last 2 hours+ u sms me say u not free

i feel dam zzzzzzz

zzzzzzzz till nothing to say le

i totally lost all mood to book out lo

to a point tt...

i rather not book out...

jus confine me man... it makes no diff

tts wat i tot lar.

end up. jus book out lar..

listen to my bunkmate

dun so emos..

book out tt time..

i feel super down

down down down down! :(

i decided to walk out to busstop instead of taking bus

spend some alone time walking the long dist

see how it will go

end up..

listen too much jay song..

*sobs sobs* again.

haiz..

i dam f-ing useless sia..

i think so much while walking..

i finally made up my mind

i friday cfm dun wanna meet u

ever for the next few weeks le

no point also

cos u cfm plus chop

always last min got smth up

not go out with hj

den go out with sherley or ur course

so i better die heart..

den at least wun so sad..

wun so emo on bookout day

sometimes i really wonder...

why of all days u dun wan go out with them sia

mon-thrusday dun wan

den friday den go out..

but after thinking

i suppose is u also very busy

nid study and earn money...

give tuition also

tts why no time.. friday most free

so i suppose..

i shall be a super nice bf..

dun angry and let u off bah

hahah (: good rite??

i guess sometimes i really too petty le

small small thing than angry le

i hope every normal ppl will like tt..

after reach home hor..

still got too much feeling in me

all the sadness and stuff..

end up i go run 5km +

during the run

somehow i wasnt tired at all..

all i want was to keep running and nv end..

is this call running away from the problem??..

i jus dun wan the run to stop

once it stop im scared i will think again..

:(

sian

think think think..

later u read le worry again...

den u scared again...

dun worry k darling

everything is all right.. (:

darling.. u still out with them

i told u i wun reply u at 9

cos i plan to run

but i lied to u tt i going slp early

cos i scared i affect ur mood when u go out

if i tell u i going run to ease my feelings

i guess u wun even text me once tonite

even if u reach home

probably u would forget about me le

and u would reach home at maybe 1am bah

since hj driving bah

u sure stay out till late late de..

haizz

i guess i really have been thinking too much

really too much

many thoughts (good or bad)

have went thru my mind..

i really lost at wat to do le..

im so lost..

:(

somebody enlighting me please..

i really wish i can tell u all my thoughts

but on the other hand..

u cfm sure flare up

or angry

or emo de..

plus i dun wan give u additional stress

i made a promise to myself not to make ur uni life worse

and not to give u more probs

and not to fan u.. or complain too much

haizz..

so much to write..

yet i dunn how to put them into words..

guess next few days i will post a lot .

haha..

*waiting for u to be home ^^*