wo de darling!!
finally weekends le
can get to see u again!..
so nice sia..
the feeling of getting to see u so happy (:
i miss u so so so much u know??
miss u till bao..
so much has happeneed in the week
making me feeling up and down
for a moment i really though that
it was going to end
i cried many nights.
kept thinking of the worse..
kept thinking where i went wrong?
sorry that i kept pushing him to u
it really wasnt what i want.
what i really wan it for u to be with me!
friday was like the most emotional day
many things happened..
we both broke down..
though managed to spend more time with u
but it wasnt really what i expected it to be..
haha..
left u at around 1+
and meet u on sat morning at 7+..
amazing sia..
me and his timing so zhun..
i leave he come
he leave i come..
its must have been tiring on u dear
sorry i nv inform u i coming
make u have slp-less day
dui bu qi.. ):
sat morning went to meet u up
somehow after friday..
we became more open
sharing more stuff..
its good to know what u are thinking
and how u have been feeling..
at leasts now i know..
its better than being hide in the dark
keep guessing wat u thinking
den guess wrong le.
end up like tuesday again
u went missing..
please dun missing again k
at least text me say u wan some time alone..
after breakfast..
u went out for ur sport day thingy..
i went to claim my stuff and walk around
saw quiet a few things.. and had the urge to buy it..
dunno why.
i jus felt like buying it to give u..
despite the price..
on the way back.. stomach ache..
so zhun i nearby nus
so decided to hold it till i reach nus
den drop by see see
cos when i pass by in the morning saw vball also
plus can use tt excuse to see darling..
wahhaha
u are so gonna kill me when u read this
i went pass ur area a few times..
thought was seen by u.. den i faster run away
haha..
end up u nv see
i see u so happy enjoying urself..
i also happy for u..
left there at about 1.03
back to ur hostal to wait..
tried taking most of my time
walking slowwwwwwyl..
super slow..
manage to waste some time..
finally reach ur hostal.
den wait for u like 10min ++ den u reach back le..
finally get to see u again ^^
thought a lot during the bus ride to ur hostal
many of which are so zz
i really wonder
why do i bother thinking
when its like i will never do it..
i really wonder...
didnt talk to u much on sunday
had a re-test.
at least i passed..
darling wun angry with me ^^
u finally told me how u felt about hongjie
i finally know..
its good in a sense i suppose
but ur situation
to me its really a torture..
mental torture..
though u may say its nothing..
but to me
i dun wanna see u like this..
yet i dun wanna lose u.!! ):
wat a complicated, complex problem..
SOMEBODY HELP US!!
i really wish there was a solution all 3 of us will be happy
but if there isn't
jus have a solution that u will forever be happy
and never be sad
i will acccept it...
with time i suppose.
hopefully next week can meet darling more
though u meeting with zj and going airport with hj
but at least i can spend more time with u..
that more than enuf.. ^^
i going to book in le
sorry dear.. ):
have to leave u over and over again
week after week
i really hope it will end soon
at least u wun feel this way
i miss u dear..
hope thursday come fast..
muack muack
i love you darling (:
jiayou studying k
dun think so much.. ^^
MuACKS!