darling..
today very zzz leh..
i finally understand how u felt le
or i guess what i felt was even worse
the feeling of lonely-ness is so sucky
i know i can text u and u will reply lar.
but i really dun wanna disturb u and ur enjoyment
i wanna let u enjoy so u can rest and relax
at least u next week wun so stress
so i forced myself to not text u
but i finally gave up and text once or twice
to check where were u
and i tried to gave simple reply so tt u cannot reply also
the feelin was terrible sia..
i understand how u feel le..
maybe wat u said was true
u should do this once in a blue moon
den i will not take ur presence for granted
i guess wat i felt was far worse..
cos usually is i go meet my guy frens..
den nv reply u..
but for u is go with another guy..
the feel very... i dunno how to say.. fustrated i suppose..
it feels dam cui..
but i understand lar..
u are naturally better with guys than with girls..
so i try to control my emotions lo. =)
wats worse is.. its not a group
but jus an individual...
ytd i tot u going with sherly they all so it still felt fine.
this morning u tell me only u and him ..
i....i..i.....
really lost for words and confused..
i guess i nid time to get use to it bah ^^
dun worry darling..
i will try my besst to adapt de..
wun let the same thing happen again =D
feels kind of good to still be home at this timing on sunday
booking in tml morning..
gonna change camps soon..
this time to seletar.. even far..
hopefully got some method to reach darling house
den can find her every bookout..
i gonna slp le..
its late.. blog another day (:
love ya darling..
take care of urself k..
anything happen text me.. =D
MUACKS
i shall learn to have a bigger heart and be bigger gas
TIME TO UPSIZE!!
